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+2.3kg weight gain, why prayers don't work

It's been almost 4 weeks. I have put on 2.3kg. I know it's always the asylum place objective to use me as a Guinea pig to test new psydrugs so they can and pipe other schizo patients to buy their new medication.  It's bad.  This morning their house consultant just asked if I would take 0.5mg of risperidon all over, when risperidon gave me almost 16cm of fat increases at all my body while abilify gave me the remaining 10cm all over my body. And I am stuck here in limbo. I have decided not to take any meds and they will continue to grow me into 90kg or back to 80kg, in conclusion, I won't be able to hit 55kg by end of Dec 2024.  Nasties never get run over trucks - why is that so ?  Just wondering why my prayers don't work. 

Not losing weight / FAT inches off my body anymore with Phentermine 75mg!

Today, i am on Phentermine 75mg! While the SG GP only gave me 60mg to take for 1mth only. But guess what, i cannot feel any palpitations at all, and i measure my body's inches all over to track if my body has started melting off blobs of fats BUT - THERE IS NO FATS REDUCTION AT ALL! I have not been losing much weight nor have any obvious FAT REDUCTIONS ANYMORE from my body, so i am really conscious about some surrealistic FAT-INCREMENT PLANS DAILY 24/7 by some nasty teams!  You reckon ? Another issue, i notice since 1-2years ago, my urine is always dark yellow colour, the Chinese Chrysanthemum tea type of yellow - i think i might be having kidney failure soon in the near future.  Well well.... 😟